I have been MIA. I blame it on laziness, busy-ness and just not feeling it...mostly laziness. I just haven't felt up to writing posts. I've been reading everyone's posts, but not commenting very much. Know that you are all in my prayers.
I had my first jealously breakdown. My SIL announced her pregnancy two weeks ago and is now about 15 weeks. She is 6 years younger than me. She's pregnant and I.am.not. This was the first pregnancy announcement that actually made me cry. In the car crying. Then I felt like a horrible person. The silver lining is, she's married and has been married for 3 or 4 years. They are good kids.
My birthday is today. I turned the big 31 and still no where near closer to having a baby than I was a year ago. BOO! We are still about a year out from TTC again too. It sucks, but I know it's the right thing to do. Lose weight, be healthy, have healthy babies. Hopefully get rid of PCOS. Oohh la la life would be wonderful.
The good thing about today was some FOOTBALL. Alabama LOST which is always good!! However, Florida lost too which is NOT so good. I thought they were going to pull it out there in the end, but those tricky LSU dudes...dangit!
I realize this post is all over the place. Sorry! If you made it through, God bless you!