I have been MIA. I blame it on laziness, busy-ness and just not feeling it...mostly laziness. I just haven't felt up to writing posts. I've been reading everyone's posts, but not commenting very much. Know that you are all in my prayers.
I had my first jealously breakdown. My SIL announced her pregnancy two weeks ago and is now about 15 weeks. She is 6 years younger than me. She's pregnant and I.am.not. This was the first pregnancy announcement that actually made me cry. In the car crying. Then I felt like a horrible person. The silver lining is, she's married and has been married for 3 or 4 years. They are good kids.
My birthday is today. I turned the big 31 and still no where near closer to having a baby than I was a year ago. BOO! We are still about a year out from TTC again too. It sucks, but I know it's the right thing to do. Lose weight, be healthy, have healthy babies. Hopefully get rid of PCOS. Oohh la la life would be wonderful.
The good thing about today was some FOOTBALL. Alabama LOST which is always good!! However, Florida lost too which is NOT so good. I thought they were going to pull it out there in the end, but those tricky LSU dudes...dangit!
I realize this post is all over the place. Sorry! If you made it through, God bless you!
Missed you!! I hope you had some fun on your birthday! The world is better because you are here!
ReplyDeleteWhile our situation was different this year, I remember how hard my birthday was last year and I hope you were still able to squeeze a bit of sunshine out of your day. If the day didn't go the way you wanted to - plan a little something some day this week when you can celebrate - Happy belated birthday!
ReplyDeleteI missed you too! I kept seeing you sitting there on the bottom of my blog roll.
ReplyDeleteHappy birthday! Keep us posted about the lap band! I think you have a good attitude about getting healthy and having healthy babies. :)
Being from Louisiana, I have to say we're amazed how LSU keeps pulling these things out at the end! :)
ReplyDeleteHappy Birthday! It is great to hear from you!
ReplyDeleteHappy Birthday! Glad to see you back in action! :)
ReplyDeleteYou have NO idea how many pregnancy announcements I've cried over, a hundred? Nah. I'm exaggerating, but certainly more than I can count. It's okay to be sad, that's part of grieving and "stuffing it" doesn't do anyone any good. Welcome back to the blogosphere!
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